Since this is the only place where I can vent without people seeing. I’ve never felt like killing myself more than I feel it today. It’s sad to say that as soon as I feel like I got all my feelings under control all it takes is one thing to make me go right back to where I left in bed laying in the dark avoiding my friends because I don’t want to be a burden. I’d rather be alone in my own pain then put it on to someone else. Ps I’m not really gonna kill myself but I also won’t stop something from occurring if it happens
